The Last Days

Four days to go and things have gotten a lot calmer at work. Last week was crazy, causing blood pressure spikes and what not but its over. Things have calmed down and the end is in sight. The light can be seen at at the end of the tunnel. The personalities around here have mellowed out, the bickering has come to an end. And that's mainly because some people choose not to interact with others like they used to. Doesn't phase me one bit. I only have to see one of my co-workers again after next Monday and being that she's the reason I'm on this planet I really don't mind *wink*

The adventure of working with my mom is coming to an end. I'm surprised it went as well as it did. During these past few months I've learned more about her and our relationship has grown a lot. The main thing I'll take away from this experience of working with her is now I know how much she admires me not only as her daughter but also as a person. Our relationship has been a rollercoaster ride over the years. And as I've grown, our relationship has changed, unfortunately not always for the better. Now being equipped with a better understanding of who I am as a woman and a single parent it's easier for me to put myself in her shoes and see where she's coming from.

Since I moved back here from Omaha I've cleared out a lot of my "mommy" issues. That was a difficult yet much needed process and we're both benefiting from the results. Are we the best of friends? No. But our relationship is better. This past weekend me, her and my sister were chilling at home eating dinner. The whole crew chilling and eating together at home. All family like. Hopefully this rare occurrence will become a more regular one.

I'm moving forward as this job will very soon be behind me. I have a new job and management there seems to be on the ball. Time will tell how all of that will work out. Once again I'll be the new kid on the block. It won't be the last time. Hopefully for this career field it will be though. The wheels are in motion for me to get back to school.

New job - check. Going back to school - check. Moving over the summer - check. Divorce rolling along smoothly - double check. Everything is running smoothly, I really couldn't ask for more.

Getting back to the music - a new mix is in the works and hopefully we'll be back to our regularly scheduled programming soon.